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You Finally Came Home To Me by Niji-Panda You Finally Came Home To Me by Niji-Panda
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Okay, seriously this is the saddest thing I ever drew.

Now you know me, I don't usually draw fanart but I had to! You need to understand!

This is a scene from probably the best and worst fan fiction I'll ever read in my life. If you already know what I'm talking about then I'm sorry for making you cry with this!

Twist and Shout is a AU fan fiction of Supernatural... how can I describe it.. it's like a abusive boyfriend. It sweet talks you to draw you in, it'll make you laugh and feel warm all over. Then as you keep reading it slowly stabs you in the heart, hoping it'll stop but it never does. And when you can't think the pain can't get any worse, oh boy, it does. By the end you're a broken mess on the floor, surrounded by your own tears wishing you were dead!

It emotionally exhausted me. I never cried that hard in my life. Ever. Now i don't have a lot of Supernatural fan friends or Destiel fan friends for that matter so they were very confused as to why I wanted to just curl up and cry. Today I didn't even wanna go to work. I didn't eat until very late cause I just couldn't. And where I work, guess what they play... 60's music! Including Elvis! .... I can dig Elvis...

So if you haven't read this yet, DON'T! I'm seriously warning you. It will ruin your entire life.

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you...



WARNING! Spoilers in the comments. Read with caution.
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Spn-Sherlock-geek Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
great... now I wanna read it... and I'm gonna cry... and I'm gonna be a mess...what's it about?!
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Lunarwing-Hawktalon Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Nooo!
I'm already a sobbing mess, I just read Twist and Shout
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MajoringInMedicine Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This damn fanfic.....
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xX-EminEmily-Xx Featured By Owner May 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
God damn it. As soon as I think I might be okay and over my Twist & Shout feels, I run into this. It's nicely drawn but holy crap, my feels.
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ItaNaru-Is-Love Featured By Owner May 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm crying, that fanfiction was beautiful, just ruined my life
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lupineragdoll Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I've just finished reading the fic today, and already I'm actively looking for fanart like this. I'm sure I'm turning into a masochist or something... ;^^ Anyway, this is beautifully painted, and I love the amount of detail (as much as looking at for so long breaks my heart all over again...) :)
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AlyOh Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2013  Student Digital Artist
My heart. It just mended from hearing that damned song on the radio this morning. What...why....noooo.......
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RandomDeviant347 Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2013
It's the most beautiful and horrible thing I have ever read.

Oh great...tearing up again. :iconsobplz:
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subjectdelta1964 Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013
NONONONONONONONO WHYYYY WOULD YOU DRAW THIS OHMYGOD drives off nearest clift
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Niji-Panda Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'M SORRY
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Kain-DA Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
What the hell is going on in this comment section...?!
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Niji-Panda Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
EVERYTHING
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Tranquil-Dream Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
:icontableflipplz::iconflippedtableplz: NO, NO, NO, :iconspainsulkplz:i will never be the same
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Niji-Panda Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It'll be okay! I know, it hurts :(
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edoddodi Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
NO.
N O.
N. O.
JUST NO.

I'D JUST STARTED TO HEAL AND NOW THIS.
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Niji-Panda Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'M SORRY!
:iconsupertighthugplz:
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edoddodi Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
*SOBS*
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Niji-Panda Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
IT'LL BE OKAY!
HAPPY THOUGHTS
DEEP BREATHING
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edoddodi Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I CAN'T BECAUSE OF THAT GODDAMN FANFIC AND EVERYTHING HURTS.
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:iconniji-panda:
Niji-Panda Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know :cry:
BE STRONG!
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edoddodi Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Yes I'll try! :)
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sachipachi1 Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
no...

no, you are not allowed

no.

just

no.

why are you doing this to me?

no.

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Niji-Panda Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'M SORRY!
*pets*
I know it hurts :(
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MilkshakeAngelz Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Student Filmographer
Aww, this is well emotional and it's beautiful, your getting better :).
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Niji-Panda Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Emotional and beautiful like the fan fic
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MilkshakeAngelz Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Student Filmographer
Yeah :). I'm so excited i'm about to be 14 and you've improved so much since we last talked o:
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Niji-Panda Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
well thank you
And happy almost birthday!
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s-hhh Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
Nooooooooo. :'( That fic haunted me for days afterwards!
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Niji-Panda Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I just finished it the other night so the wounds are still fresh! It's gonna haunt me forever.
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Ask-Dean-Winchester Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
Okay I saw this being requested for my group and I was like "Oh yay a request! wait...is that...Nooooooooo :iconcrydesuplz:"
I'm still trying to get over it....

GHDKSJALDADF YOU PUT "Can't help falling in love" lyrics in the description too ;_;
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Niji-Panda Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'll never get over it. Ever. It hurt me to even try and attempt this! While listening to Cant Help Falling In Love... I think I deserve a medal!

:hug: Also I'm gonna hug you for being a Ask Dean account asdfghjkl;
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Ask-Dean-Winchester Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
I know that feel, man. I read the 11th chapter with that song on the background. And I kept thinking "Must.wipe.tears.to read.further."

Asdf thank you :iconsupertighthugplz:
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Ask-Dean-Winchester Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
Woah...I had the napkin right next to my eyes. But there was no point in taking it away so I just stood there reading and holding the napkin...
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME REMEMBER THAT? ;_;:iconcryforeverplz:
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Niji-Panda Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I just sat there, in the fetal position rocking back and forth for a few hours trying to get through it. By the end I just winded up on the floor, lifeless. As I read it I was talking to my friend who told me to read it and he was laughing at me as I freaked out. He's a horrible person.

I'm sorry! It's all stuck in my head! *curls up and cries*
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Ask-Dean-Winchester Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
Awww man, I'm sorry for you.
Right after I finished it, I yelled "Finally! I'm done!"
And I started doing other things to get over it. Because I thought that acting like that would make me not having any regrets that I finished it.
But it still ruined my life though.

:icontherethereplz: Shhhh...it's okay, it's okay.
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Niji-Panda Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I regret reading it but then again I don't. It's just one of those stories you need to read but after you do you feel so awful and empty. And it's not because it's a Destiel fic that makes it that much sadder, I dunno what it is.
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